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You want something? go get it! Period!

Thats a quote from persuit of happyness. And yeah of course i believe it. I also believe in another thing. I am responsible for everything I do! I am the only reason that I am happy now. I am the reason for all the problems I faced. And I herey take a oath that, I wouldn`t blame anyone else for what happens to me. Deep in the situation`s theory, im sure, I`ll be the reason for what that happens. There you go, that made me feel better.

I`ve been wierd for the past 4 months. I`ve developed an incredible self esteem. The "I am What I am!!" attitude. Maybe wrong, but thats the way I am now! I`ve become an extrovert. Its a drastic change. From a selfless moron with no self respect, asking infinite sorrys just to get rid of the issues even if i had not done anything, to a guy who boasts of what he is. Its practically huge. But, we learn in life. And the lessons urge us to take decisions and change us. For now, I can say Im happy of what I am and I`ll be happy forever.One lesson that i`ve learnt is, if you have a problem you deal with it. No one else in the whole world are in a state to help you!
Its got philosophical today! sigh... chow..

Rampi Says....

The environment hasn`t changed, we are just immune to it!

Skating on the Soap!

You all know the story of Ram being vetti(jobless) all day. But does any of you know the story of Ram sitting and watching television all day? I agree. There isnt a considerable difference. But, I got more options in Tv now, than before. Yeah, it took me a record 6 months to persuade my parents to get a STB(set top box). Thats cable for the paid channels. I got it for the world cup. But by the time it was installed, India was out of the world cup. But, nevertheless, its been a great time pass.I get all the channels now, and I watch everything. Im so glued now, that my parents repaired the old portable television to watch the daily soaps. And believe me, there are quite a lot of them.

Before getting the Stb, I did a small thing by asking my parents to "sacrifice" the soaps for one night, coz I was watching a movie. Mom, after a considerable struggle gave up. Dad, was desperate. He was so desperate to have the remote and watch the soap. That was a little too much for missing a soap for a day. Its getting into the head of the people who stay at home. They get addicted to it. And I hate it when mom justifies it by saying "its just for entertainment". My god! Dad was fighting for the remote to me for "entertainment". And it was just one day! Ive never disturbed them when they watch that shit. And mom watches soaps in which she doesnt even know the name of the characters. And, believe me they are not even near good. I`ve went through some tooth-biting watching sessions. Its totally out-of-the-mind stuff. Its totally stupid. But yet they watch it like they got nothing else to do! This should end at some point of time. I sure do wish it does.

I`ve suddenly got this urge to blog everyday. And here I am! Its 1:45am and im sitting and typing. Today, or rather yesterday was good. Did nothing useful, but it was fun. Had to go out on a project work, and got it completed in a matter of time. Have been watching the match, WI vs NZ till now. WI are in a bad shape. and the black caps seem to be in good touch. I wish, SA or NZ to get the cup. Dunno what is gonna happen and who cares? India is out of the tournament.The thought of it haunts me. No more cricket talks!

Doin it the Goan Way!

Keep your ears wide open! Yeah, I said Goa! And, my requests have been granted finally by the guys. The tickets have been booked. We are leaving to goa on 13th of april and coming back on 20th. Thats a whole week. Im excited alright. The guys at a certain stage started calling me "goa fantasy guy" (I made that up!!). Now, the stage is set for the ultimate fun of the lifetime. Now i have to get geared up for a trip which is 2 weeks away. We are going directly to banglore. We stay there for a day and a night and then we leave for goa. Its gonna be fun with 10 guys on board. Looking forward to it! :)

Flash News: Ram, bought batteries and film rolls for the camera and has already started clicking his way to fame!!
(I agree! That was a little too much!!)

Yet Another Flash news: Ram could`nt stop talking to someone he hates!
(Yeah! Thats it! Im outta here!

Back To Hell!

The title doesn`t mean, Dindigul was a complete success. But yeah, I had to rush to college in the morning to get my project review done, came back home, slept for 5 hours and got up with a damned head ache. So, this is hell. But, Dindigul was fun. We were only 3 of us. We had a preety decent hotel room, and yeah we watched the pathetic match. It did not affect me much, the indians simply dint deserve to get into the super eights. But, yeah lets get over it and Im gonna forget cricket for sometime now.

We went to a place called, Sirumalai. A very beautiful endangered mountain range, which hardly had any human inhabitants. Well, thats apparently one of the place which would be close to my heart all the time. We took a helluva lot of pictures and yeah we had quality time there. The most embarassing parts of the trip is where we dine and interact with JK`s family. They were all good people, infact very good people who talked a language which none of us understood, and they cooked real damn well. But, dining at someone`s place whom we dont know, is embarassing. But we coped up well. And the marriage, was good. Good food, good people, unknown language, and very few people. We were the odd men out and i can say we really dint love it.

The heat riding up our spinal cords, upto the modula oblangada, we did manage pretty well. We went to another place called Mallai-Kottai(mountain-fort). Its a fort built by Tippu Sultan. Overall, it was a satisfactory trip and i dont regret it. But the heat is building up and guy like me who drives around half my life, its real hard. Now, im back to hell, and im being promoted in the office. Dont take it seriously. Im working in a vetti office. And im a vetti officer. Now, im the CEO of the office and believe me, there are quite a number of ppl working under me.

Rampi Says....

There are gonna be sections called Rampi Says here-after. This section contains great quotes.

Heres todays quote, Its from national current affairs.
(P.S. It maybe a bit gross!)

T.R.Balu, got shit from his colleagues, put it in his toilet and Forgot to flush!

(Another P.S. This is why im the king of mockai(pj)!)

Expensive Embarassment!

Yippee!! I`ve got my Slr camera finally! Thank you Kirthi, Love you! You can see me posting my works hereafter. But, thats gonna take some time. Im goin to Dindugul tommorow. Its a place near madurai. We,ie, me, Arun and Kugha, are goin to a friend`s(jaikumar`s) sister`s marriage. She is just his cousin sis, but yeah im goin to have some fun(yeah! In dindugul! Dont you dare raise your eyebrows!). I usually feel embarassed when im called to a function happening to someone whom i dont know! But yeah, thats how life is(I really dint have to say that, but whatever?!).

It once happened, when this bugger, Kugha, took us to a birthday party. You wont believe this. It was the birthday party of, one of his friend`s, who happened to a girl(aunty?!), mother, who turned 50! That really is one of the most ridiculous thing i`ve ever done. Me and Arun dint step in the party hall(?!). We went for a second to say hi to the girl(aunty?!). But we werent a part of it. They were singing a birthday song for a 50yr old woman, and she is obliging with a whole heart. Poor family. And after that, this is the occasion that i`m gonna get embarrassed. And the thing is, I`ve got tickets for 300 bucks and must cost the same for way back, and i`ll be getting some money from my parents to get embarassed. Im looking forward to it. But yeah, we are gonna be there for a coupla days. So it must be fun.

(P.S. This is to my sister, who probably is seriously reading this. No! I am not taking the camera down there!)

phbt

Ive been reading this book called, Road To Gandolfo. Its one helluva book! Its too damn good. Its stylish, the naration is breathtaking. Its more or less as stylish as the film departed. Yeah departed was very stylish flick. I saw the movie once at home and on the guys` request went to the cinemas to watch the film. Well to say the truth, it is a movie to be watched in the theatre. You dont get the feel of the movie when you watch it at home. And the excitement starts right when Jack Nicholson voice echoes,

I don't want to be a product of my environment. I want my environment to be a product of me.

till the end where Matt Damon says "Okay"! The most awesome character was Dignam, played by Mark Wahlberg. Hes just a guy, going around screwing everybody bigtime. Nice movie.


The world cup going on, and after a great great debate, my parents were convinced to get the Dish TV. Through which we get all the paid channels. It isnt installed yet. And its of no use. I wanted to watch all the world cup matches in digital quality. But india must have lost the game against the minnows, bangladesh by now. Its so freaking disappointing. Seriously, the guys should get used to playing without me(wink)!Wokay, thats it for now.

Missing a life!

Its been long since i posted, and im sorry for it. Today, there wasnt any power, i went out. Was standing in my portico(atleast thats what we call it). I was staring(yeah the same ole staring!!) at the cows outside. Nothing fascinating though. I saw a coupla kida come by. They were playing something. I dint understand what it was, but apparently they were having such a great time playing it. I still dont know what it was, but i admired the excitement i saw in the kids` faces. I miss that kind of innocent happiness. I wish i am a kid again.

I have this quote, which says "theres no point being a grown up, if u cant be childish sometimes" , and the picture says this was said by Dr Who. But it is true. Somethings trigger your childish self and it is a good feeling. Ive been childish once in a while with the guys, and apparently ended up being humiliated. That doesnt bother me much. Love you guys!! (im not gay, for heaven`s sake!!) But on the whole, we do have to be childish when we want to.

2 days back i saw a movie called paruthiveeran. It was a good one. The ending was a tragedy. I might have cried if i had seen the movie at home. Excellent performance by both the actors. And a lot of things have been happening around. Ive again lost sleep and will have to try hard for it. I have to forget things and get over it. It just takes time and fortunately, i have all the time in my life. My project is completed and ready to be submitted.

Life as it is!!

What has been going on for th last week has been phenomenally un-understandable. I`m absolutely happy, but dont look happy, i love parents, but dont show it to them, I love being at home, but look as if im reluctant to get out. Honestly, I dont understand the theory of this kind of actions or rather stupidity. Theoritically, these are just the mannerisms which are changed mannually. But, believe me I tried, and especially when you dont know why you are like this, you tend to think a lot and thats what is happening to me. I dont want to get back to the days where I stare walls and get myself called insane, though it is not insanity.

The above paragraph made no sense(it does to me). But yeah here goes. Yesterday was one of the most pathetic trips in my lifetime. It was fun to be around with the guys but none the less, it was disgusting.ugh! There was a pretty good video made in the bus, where we did our trademark dialogues. That only was fun. Other than that, I hated every minute of the trip. Forgettable one.

Things that have been happening, just dont make any kind of sense to me. Just when I was sure that I was in control of everything with respect to me, something out of my control just happens. I talk to someone, to whome I never wanted to talk, I get angry on one of my very good buddies. But I still do believe it was his mistake. It was petty fight. It never meant anything serious, but he should`ve appologised rather than irritating me further. I got pissed big time and now, im not even returning his calls. Life just gets stupid as time goes by. If i just ignore him, i really dont have anyone else. But he should`ve asked sorry. and the fact that, he never asks sorry, triggers it all!

Freaking Life!

Its been a really really long time since ive posted! Apparently aving a blast! Got my 2nd review for my project done today. Went on well. But they say, the project doesnt have that much of a complexity. But who cares? The point is to get a pass. It works like this; you do a project so damn perfect with absolutely no flaws he gets through with a centum, you finish the project, but there are these flaws and stuffs, you get a 90%; you dont finish your project but you`ve given it a try, you get a 80%; if you havent done much of it at all, you get a 70%; and if u havent started it, but you have just told them what you are doing, you get 60%! So, wtf?? I`ll clear it anyways, and for the records, i should get a 90%! The project is the sadder part of my life right now.

There is this, music album which was released this week. Its called Chennai 600028. Music composer : Yuvan Shankar Raja. Its good. Not mind blowing and all, jus okay. But I`ve listened to nothing but it for quite sometime now. Basically because, the music is all about taking life easily. And yeah, thats the mantra right now. I found this awesome tagline. It goes this way, "Life is Beautiful - Terms and Conditions apply". I was flattened. It was so funny, yet makes a serious note!

Tomorrow, we are going to the so called IV(Industrial Visit). Yeah supposedly the whole class. The 1st thing that comes to the mind when I think about tommorow is "Gross"! For the 1st every time, the whole class is going and to what place?? Its a resort, called Golden Sun in the ECR! So damn stupid, jus because that was the place, where we guys once went and had the best of fun! Thats the place where p2v broke is leg on his b`day! That was fun and lot of things happened after that. We did have some outrageous fun, but that was a day to be remembered. Dont know how disgusting tommorow is going to be.Ugh!

Anyways, anything with the guys around is fun. And talking about now, Ive been reading a helluva lot of calvin and Hobbes. Calvin is getting some serious respect from me. Some of his qoutes are so damn funny that i think of it and laugh! I`ll just put up some slides which i found damn funny!






There are lots! I have the whole series from 1985 to 1995! :)