Followed By a Bad Day!!

Yesterday was very good.Yeah.Academically it was very good!But today sucked big time!got screwed mith my practicals and my phone got screwed as well!! It lost its display... as in not totally, its translucent now!It sucks big time for me.I loved my phone and now its sick.Poor thing!Now i have to set things right with my phone...
Indeed was a bad day and thankfully im at the end of it!hopefully!!

A Day Of Good Things.

Today certainly was a good day.Yes! It rained cats and dogs last night and every news channel was yelling "All schools and colleges announced holiday". WE were supposed to have our practical exam today.So we still were in a doubt whether there was exam or not. Got up by 7:30, very late to wake up on the day of exam. Very confident that there wudnt be any exam. Messaged my friend and asked him about the postponement or cancellation. He did not know. Then messaged a series of friends. None of them knew. I did not panic.Thats the case before any exam. Started from home by 8.Got my buses very easily and went to college.There all the guys were there, sitting and "Studying"!!Actually thats when i knew there indeed was exam.Thankfully i was in a batch which was in the afternoon. But whatever be the case, I literally touched my book after goin to college by 10.

Even after that i din study seriously.Just went all the stuffs.Went to the lab, got an experiment, which was a piece of cake.Finished it as soon as possible and then left.So the day was indeed a good one.Except one thing-Ibroke a soft drink bottle in the canteen and had to pay the penalty!! That was my day and this is one my most boring post.Thanks for wasting your time reading it!!

Confessions

Good people have been finding differences in me since my recent success in the career. I feel sorry for the different ways i dealt with my happiness. Im sorry to all of you who are reading this post. I feel sorry for being self constrained .I am sorry for looking at things my way and refusing to look at them in the way other people would have looked at them. Im very sorry for the people who are still thinking im very happy without any worries. I am sorry from the bottom of my heart to all my dear and lovely friends who had been with me, if you had noticed a change in my character.

Im very sorry for all the irrepairable damages i`ve done in peoples` lives. Im very for the family who got affected in the auto accident. Im very sorry for all the hearts i`ve broken. Im whole heartedly sorry for all the promises unkept. Im viciously sorry for hurting my dad`s feelings now and again. I just want my loved ones to understand that im extremly sorry for every known or unknown mistake. This is for the people who love me and who had loved me. Love you all... My heart is jus unloaded.

Finding Myself Nowhere

Long gone are the days when i used to sit down with my mobile phone and keep messaging someone. I hardly pick up my mobile phone now. Usually lot of people is by your side when there is success. But in my case i`ve seen the best of people during my days of failure and treachery. Now today, standing in front of my mirror questioning myself "what good have i done?" ,no, i dont find an answer. I now realise the deeds which one performs gets good people to him and allows him to keep them by his side. I certainly havent been a man of deeds!! I feel lonely, staring at my mobile phone, wondering how it would`ve suffered during my immense messaging days! poor thing.

The shift has been too fast for me. I was a busy guy and suddenly, there was nothing to do, studies apart. I tried to cope up with things but the reward i got was being called selfish. Im sorry if i am and i`ve never wanted to be selfish. People started leaving me so rapidly. I just couldnt cope up with it. Too lonely that i started blogging. Makes me feel like im talking to someone, who is more understanding. All of a sudden life makes no sense... "hardlylife"!! I realised people are everything and im too late by a winker.

Beau Pluie

As im wondering what to do next, heres my next post!! Beau Pluie is nothing but beautiful rain in french. Yeah its the rain. its been here in chennai the whole day. Its a great feeling when it rains all day and its cool in the house. But on the other hand, rain ruins the plans(atleast i can say so). Mom wanted me to go to the daoctor, i din coz it was raining. yay!! And yeah to say more i love rain!! who doesnt?? I know people who dont love rain. It varies for different people. My sister, she`s in the US and i guess she doesnt. Its always cold there and rain adds more ice to it!! But here in chennai, we all love the rain. Its there for 2 months, the 2 months that are cold, and yeah cant deny that we enjoy this period of the year most.

It used to be a lot of fun 4 years back. Nowadays we carry mobile phones and we have to stay dry to save it. When i was in school, there isnt a rainy day in which i dont get wet. No worries!! Glad to catch a cold. Those days are gone and i obviously miss it. Some how off late, i mean for the past 2 years, the rain gods show a lot of mercy to chennai and its been well. Hope it doesnt flood this year, and there`s sufficient rain for the farmers!! Social thinking you see?? You cant live without some!

The Vettiful World!!

There is vettiness all over the place!! Yeah! Its the 5th day in a row that im absolutely vetti!! Literally got nothing to do. Yeah i can hear you saying i could sit with the books and study. You know i cant!! so dont even think about it. Dunno how it is for others, but for me, i jus cannot study unless there s an immediate necessity. Yeah, 2 days before the exams would explain that very well. Coming back to being vetti.Thats the reason im here. Doesnt mean bloggers are vetti, it means im blogging coz i am vetti!!I would have been stuck to blogging from the morning, but got myself shifted to a movie. An "already seen movie" and a really good and big one. Lotr-rise of the king!!And this little book i mentioned in my earlier post doesnt keeps me busy but atleast occupied.

Well, orkut used to be my best weapon against boredom coz of vettiness, but its turned against me coz of lot of reasons. But still coping up with the scraps and friend request.Ive been longing to get outta my house for the past 2 days, after 3 days of "in the shadow of parents" atmosphere. Used to freak out to my friends place but he got busy with his college. And couldnt go out today coz of the rain and lack of vetti college friends. And in the evening it was the cricket match between NZ and Pak. By the way, good batting by NZ!! Now sittin in front of the computer, typing my post and wondering wat to do next.

Who is this????....GOD!!

I was lying down on my dad`s cot watching some utter crap on tv when found a blue, not so thick book, which had a

Conversations with God

written on it. Picked it up and started reading it only today. I started off with the very expectation that its jus another spirituality books which i wud surely discontinue after the 1st few pages. Ive never really heard of the author. A man named, Neale Donald Walsch. Supposedly this was his first book. I read the epilogue, nothing struck me in the head. Then started off with the introduction. I cud see that he was a man with excellent vocabulary. Wasnt interested much, so read it slowly with breaks. But it grew more interesting as it went further.
I`ll jus mention the lines which struck my head and made me regret for not reading the book all this while.

I`ve decided to stick with what my instincts are telling me, rather than what much of the world will tell me. Those instincts tell me that this book is not nonsense, the overworking of a frustrated spiritual imagination, or simply the self justification of a man seeking vindication from a life misled.

There was not turning back from there. Ive read 25 pages now, and its mindblowingly reality. Its good so far and i love it.

Street Lawyer

Street Lawyer is a book writtin by Jhon Grisham which deals with the life of a lawyer in New York city. I finished reading this book a week back, and yeah i loved it. It was no science fiction, no guns, no bombs and no making love!! It was jus a very good blend of emotions, truth and the basic feelings in a lawyers heart and mind. Its about a guy called Micheal Brock who work as a lawyer in a huge firm, and how an incident brought him down to a place where he never imagined of. He apparently starts loving the place, get over a divorce and performs a misdeed from his ex-working place to establish himself in the new world he is in.

The book is written in 1st person, and it did make me feel the trouble and disgust faced by the homeless people. Yeah, Micheal Brock depromotes himself to become a homeless lawyer, a street lawyer that is. I loved this book because of the way John Grisham has written it and his attractive ability to make people read on further. I wud jus say, this is another feel good book, which will apparently make urself wonder wat u have done to the society, no fights, guns, sex, romance nor people with extraordinary capabilities. Iloved this book and do get ur hands on it if u find it.

Vengance

Remember Remember
5th of november
Gunpowder treason and plot
I know of no reason
Why the gunpowder treason
Should ever be forgot!!

These are the 1st few words said by Natalie portman in the movie V for Vendatta!!
Easily gets a spot in my top 5 movies. Though it was taken from a comic, it was superbly taken and was stylish to the core. The makers of the matrix(Wachovski Brothers) have made their best effort in this one! Not to mention Natalie Portman, she has given one helluva performance. Im not properly eligible to give reviews, but this is wat i feel!!

V for Vendakka

We had found one of the best places to eat a few weeks back!! Its called

Rohini Restaurant

. Easily the best place!!
Its damn cheap and they give like the best stuff. We get all the northindian roti types. My Favorite is the aloo Paratha!! it costs Rs 7 and with it my best side dish is the bindhi(Vendakka) fry!! The combinations is too good and i ate 3 of them today. Was jus superb. It cost us around Rs 32 and we had eaten upto our throats!!

If u ever wanna visit that polace do contact me ;)!!

RELATIONSHIPS!!!

Yeah i am gonna talk abt it!! I wud rather say neva get into one!! I believe relationships today hardly last for a year!! "The Ego" plays a very big role!! And believe it or not, Even if one adjusts and the other doesnt, the relationships end in a failure!! Humiliation makes both members of the couple happier when they are in a fight or on the verge of a break up!! I wish there was no such thing as ego!! But it is there!!
Im not gonna be makin up dialogues like love is divine and love is blind!! Im jus sayin, loving someone jus brings someone special to the lives of ppl and wen they realise the loved one is leaving them it is a terrible feeling. And when this happens after they know that their loved one also loves them, its unbelievably depressing. That should never happen to anyone in this world!!
But somethings like being frank to the partner is very very essential in a relationships!! Yeah!!! Most of the ppl humiliate their partner by not being frank!! And the other thing is the response!! Even if the couple is in the verge of a break up, i believe the shud communicate with each other properly and each of them shud respond-atleast for the happines of their partner, if they had loved them truly!!
This cud be crap but these are my ideas. And behind the mask of mine, there isnt mere flesh there are ideas which are bulletproof!!

OK!! Here goes nothing!! Life gets more boring as im getting closer to the life in which i`ll be working and EARNING!! Never have thot of myself being an earning memeber of my family. Have always imagined myself dependant on my DAD!! Will be outta reach from my parents this time next year. It indeed is a nice feeling.But its all the same in the house. Yeah!! Parents hardly react to a success. Mom was happy, dad i think he was feeling better than wat he felt the whole time when he raised me, but never satisfied. Mom knows very well that she cant expect anything but dad is neva satisfied. Litereally, im against studying. Cant study!! Only in the last minute, Go thru the books. Thats wat makes dad unhappy. Wat can i do?? I simply CANT study. I can say thats the way I am!!

Dad thinks a whole lot of things. He thinks i have no more respect for him!! U can say im afraid of him. Its been like 4 to 5 months since i had a proper conversation with him. We talk on the necessary stuffs. But no serious conversations. Poor Mom, she s the interpreter.But dad is old(60).I cant expect him to change now.

A whole lot of useless and meaningless things comin up!! ;)
Austere autopsy of life!! cool na?? its like simply checkin out the dead remains of life!! don mean to say... life is dead for me... very much alive!! But something must be happening at this point of life and time`s running wearing spiked shoes!! Too spontaneous to be more precise... argh me myself gettin too bored typin all this stuff.
Needed a formal introduction!!;)