Thursday, January 29, 2009

The lunatic is on the grass...

I quit my job!
I`m committing a suicide.
I feel so happy right now!
I`m eventually gonna die of a deadly disease.
I`m finally momentarily satisfied.
I`m so dependent.
I`m smiling!
I hate myself.
I love myself.
I`m a hypocrite.
The child has grown.
The dream is gone!
I have become comfortably numb!

P.S. Inappropriate title.

10 comments:

Advitiya said...

Sweetheart it is the perfect title!
It's deep and has meaning.
PS. congrats on quitting the job! Hope u had backup and hope you're feeling better! :)

Ram said...

Yes I did have a back up and yes i am feeling better... thanks... :)

BD said...

I can relate to some of the things.

Rach said...

Kudos to you...

just a li'l thought... DONT let the child in you be a grown up! you'll miss it soon :)

All the best for the future! :D

Rach said...

You have been tagged....

check my blog for details!

Peenuts said...

Congrats..u did a noble job by resigning..few hav the guts to do so..and unfortunately m not of those few (yet)..so whts the backup..do share.

Ram said...

@ equi - what all things?

@ Rach - thanks... The child. Things happen in your life. And the things make you think. When you have the ability to think you are no more a child.

Will do the tag!

@ peenuts - Dude. I had another offer. Pretty much doing the same thing now. But with better people. And yes I`m pretty satisfied about it. I joined a company called Mu-Sigma.

the_ego_has_landed said...

ur lucky u had another job! its tough times my fren!

frozenwell said...

i agree with the poem RAM yet i disagree with your comment "When you have the ability to think you are no more a child. "
that is so much of offensive in this to me!Remain a child...a child thinks more than grown ups..how many times we fall and how many times we curse our fate.??how many times doesn't the child fall and how many times he brushes the soiled wounds and starts jumping again..how many times does he insist on having the best?how many times do we insist on having the best??how much does a child compromise?how much do we?how many thrashings/scoldings/bruises/beatings does a child forget when you hand over a sweet to him?and how many do we forgive??that is the difference and i don't think these questions need to be answered at all..rhetorical?do they say that? "I hate myself.
I love myself." is the major highlight of this one :)

remain child...not childish :)
i understand these are the tough times of anyone's life...but be bold(of course you know that..)...There is no need or no use to clinging to relationships that break away so easily..includes your job too...i am glad you were courageous enough to take that decision!

love and light!
all the best
narendra
(http://frozenwell.wordpress.com)
allow WP ppl to comment too :( huh!

manoranjini said...

I lovvv comfortably numb too!!!Gutsy post. I wish I could adopt your first line ...lucky u to find a workplace u like !